UniQueLy M3

I'm Back after a break~

2010-06-15T01:58:00.000+08:00

It's been some time since I've updated this page. If I were to say busy, there sure to be people around asking, "Are you sure?" So I ain't going to say that, I'll just say... "what do you think?" =)

Been either terribly doing 'OT' at work or going out gatherings during the evenings with several friends. Life is never the same. Perhaps I'm old now. Activities tired me out easily. Right now all I asked for was a well-deserved break and some appreciation to the hard work I've put in thus far. However, I know things don't always goes my way. So the only way to vent out all frustration and unhappiness is to whine and complain. Let's just say, I'm trying to change to be more and more mature, more and more tough. Hopefully it works.

After some time of disappearance, as usual, I find that life is always the same. Challenges come and go. Exciting and boring are just a line difference. People take things for-granted. The thirst for knowledge is ever-growing. Decision making is important and there's no regrets to it. Things that I thought I once knew, are not what I think they are. Amazing, yet confusing.

Okay, I'm like typing nonsense. Time to sleep~ Tomorrow is another battle again. Battle against time and human.

I miss Handbells~ =(

Cheers,

Silly

PS: Sorry~ Will change my blog template asap~ too lazy... ZZzzzzz

Sherlock Holmes

2010-01-03T03:41:00.002+08:00

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"A movie that may not seem interesting at all, doesn't mean it's not."

Just caught the movie, Sherlock Holmes, with Daniel at FilmGarde today. Yes, the famous character from Sir Arthur Conan Doyle's creation is brought live in theater. It's an interesting action-packed movie paired with the legendary intelligence from the ficticious detective. There are also several hilarious scenes that are up to tickle your funny bone. The best part of the movie that I loved most are the flashbacks that Sherlock Holmes had each time with an evidence placed in front which led him to his conclusions. The intelligence and the visual flashbacks that he witheld is simply amazing! I wonder if anyone could do this in real life.

Happy 2010!!

2010-01-02T14:39:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year, Everyone!

Time really flies. It seems like seconds had past from the struggle of settling the final year project, to graduation, to finding a job and atlast got a job. And now, in the year 2010! There are unhappiness, arguments, joy and laughter throughout the whole 2009. Nonetheless, all these are thrown to the back of our mind as good memories we arrived in 2010 with our loved ones.

Of course, it calls for a celebration for the new year. Thanks to the die-hard buddies I had, we have celebrated this wonderful day by spending our very first second running to the beach to catch the glimpse of fireworks, to hear the 'horn-sounding' and 'distress-calling' celebration of all the ships out there! Not forgetting the worries we had for all the planes up there. =) I would never forget this moment of celebration with all of you. The steamboat, the beach, the running, club mulan. =P

Last but not least, resolutions for the new year! Erms... I haven't thought of any yet. Let me go to the beach more frequent and once I found them, I letya know? =)

Meanwhile, do enjoy your long weekends my dearies out there!!

Miss ya & Love you all,
Silly Gal

Whatever unhappiness I have with anyone will be forgotten, but whatever hatred I have with someone will not be forgiven.

2009-12-27T14:19:00.001+08:00

Image found at the69clover.blogspot.com

Watched this movie off the theatre yesterday!

A fairly nice movie to catch with the whole family. Cute reactions from the chipmunks as always plus there's some morals on display too. Not to be a spoiler, why not just catch it?

New shops!

2009-12-16T00:10:00.003+08:00

It's been some time since I update this blog. =) Instead of following the norm, let me introduce you guys to some new blogshops that had just opened!

...Her Glass Daffodil...

A blogshop opened by two girls who believed that all ladies out there deserved quality products. They introduced clothes of versatility and fashionable. If that is what you looking for, why not check it out and perhaps join their maillist to know more! No harm right?
*Psst... I'm one of the model for the first selection! =D*

...Ezprezzie...

Innovative gift ideas! If you're like me, always seeking for new innovative items for your friends or loved ones, why not try getting one at Ezprezzie! I bet you wouldn't find this any local stores. But if you do, let me know!

...Cubic-Square...

Guys out there looking for nice Tees and accessories without going through the hassle of squeezing with the crowd, Cubic-Square is just for you. A new blogshop out there trying to satisfy this craving of yours. Why not give it a chance to prove what it has!

Yup, that's all for the day folks! Till then, sayonara!

Signing off,

Pearlin

Comfort zone? Maybe.

2009-11-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

Finally got my butt out of my couch to blog an entry today.

Something interesting I had learnt from a fellow colleague.
"If you love the person, you would never thought of asking yourself if you are committed to the person. 'Cause when you started a relationship with the other party, you had already committed to the person. For once if you asked if you're with the person out of comfort or really in love, perhaps the feeling has lost. In relationship, there's only give and take. It's hard to get both party to be in love so... let's just say, think it through."

Posted some stuff in SalesShoutOut column

2009-10-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

Just caught Eddie Murphy's latest show, Imagine that. It might not be the best out of Eddie Murphy's collection of shows, but it's the only show to catch if you're looking for something hilarious to ease off the Monday blues. =)

2009-10-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

What the Fish!!

Laziness really kills... Had been feeling lazy to update my blogs and uploading the pictures.. And it seems that my last entry was 1 month ago!! Okay... that's like so..lazy.. -.-''

Anyway there's nothing much to update though. Life is getting boring. And I couldn't get leave to go Malaysia with Stephanie and gang. Haix.. This sucks, but I gonna face it.. It's work life now! =x ** Meaning, No life!! **

"Anyone free to go Halloween Party?????? I want to Party!!"

Lemon CheeseCake~

2009-09-23T00:42:00.004+08:00

Monday Blues? Afraid not... I'm spent my Monday making Lemon CheeseCake.. However the flavour kind of backfired... It doesn't taste like the cream I left before it went freezing.. =x

If you are interested, may try the following with less lemon juices for a better taste.

Ingredients

12 pieces of Digestive biscuits (Crushed)
Half of the butter block
1 Cheese cream
Juice from 1 Lemon
- (Maybe try with half for a better taste)
1 teaspoon of gelatin
- (Dissolved in one-eighth cup of boiled water)
A quarter can of condensed milk

Steps to follow? Simply the easiest you can get!

1. Melt the butter in a pot. Please stir over slow fire to avoid the butter from boiling.
2. Add the boiled butter to the crushed biscuits and mix it well till it looked like wet sand!
3. Lay the buttered biscuits on a tin. It will serve as the base of the cheesecake.
4. Beat the cheese cream till it's creamy. Add in the lemon juice, condensed milk and dissolved gelatin, and mixed well till it's nice and creamy.
5. Pour the mixture onto the well-laid base and even out the mixture.
6. Once done, refrigerate for 3hrs and it's ready to serve!

Tadah! Let me know how your creation taste like! =)

Psst.. Check out Freebies corner.. Gonna have a mini garage sale out there soon~

Training Day 2 and 3

2009-09-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

Day 2 @ Training (26 Aug)

More and more maintenance work to do. Done quite a number of maintenance work with the engineer. Think today I might made a super duper mistake at my training. I just tried dismantling the laptop compartment that the engineer tried to dismantle. I pull the lever harder than her, and the compartment came off. Lucky it's not spoilt. =x Other than that, we added users using the 'user admin' in the control panel, and the setting up of the computers and printers. In addition, we solved the problem of the braviax.exe virus. Yeah! All in all, we spent the whole day at the client's place again.

Day 3 @ Training (27 Aug)

Hmm... the only thing I achieved, I guess was toying around with the SIP phone. To get it working, connect to the internet line. Either your router or your switch if you have one. If your internet access slows down, it's common. This is due to the massive bandwidth that the SIP phone requires to send the data. =)

Oh! And I tried installing Windows 7 on the company's computer. It's kind of like Vista, however, instead of having the tabs for the opened windows, there will be an icon of the application that you used shown up. (which I don't really like) Comments from a lot of IT friends were, "It's good! Fun and nice to use." To me, other than the startup time which is much more faster than the Vista, there's nothing else I really like. =x

2009-08-31T23:58:00.001+08:00

Damien: "She (the postman) placed it (the parcel) in only for me to squeezed it out (from the letter box)."

Training Day 1

2009-08-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

Have you ever think of recovering files that are already deleted from the recycled bins? Actually, you can do so using a third party software. When you deleted the files in Recycled bins, the files are actually hidden from you instead of permanently deleted.

To permanently delete these files, one such solution is to disk defrag your directory or run the command 'cipher' from the command prompt (For WindowsXP users and above). By doing so, you will replace these free spaces that you obtain from the deletion of the files with other contents. In addition to that, the recycler folder that is hidden from the user should be empty too! =) By permanently deleting the files, the user can have a piece of mind when they wants to sell their computers without the new user recovering their old files!

Cipher command=> cipher /w:directoryname\foldername

(OWA) Outlook Web Access technology is something new that I learnt today. Things like .pst can be set up from the Microsoft Outlook application and the folder can be saved in external disk as well. However, (.ost) Webmail cannot access these .pst files. Only the Microsoft Outlook application from the computer can opened these files.

Hmmm... Wonder is there any way of opening the .pst files from webmail and can these webmail be logged in from external network. =x

2009-08-23T02:26:00.003+08:00

I'm going to be so guilty. A simple thought of applying for interest sake, and a rejection would be made tomorrow.

Officially Graduated!

2009-07-28T23:46:00.002+08:00

Yosh! I've officially graduated from NTU EEE!! Wahoo~

Today's convocation is sure a nice one. People gathered to take the last shot together in NTU, gathered together in same gown, gathered to celebrate this eventful day. It's a day to look forward when we get so stressed over the exams and school work, yet, it's a dreaded day when it comes to part.

In life, there's always a day for parting. And for my life in NTU as an undergrad, today is the day for parting.... I will miss you...

To stay or quit

2009-07-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

Okay.. It just urks me to see the kind of messages that address you at the very start with regards to previous replies, and asked you if you had replied previously at the end. For those who knows me, I would slap the person back with words. However, I just decided to be nice for once, to reply nicely for once. 'cause it just give me another reason to stop me from my indecisiveness. To stay or quit.

2009-07-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

I just want a quiet place to do my stuff.. Why can't people just give me the peace I need! I'm starting to miss hall life.. At least I know my room mate won't come over and disturb me when I want to be alone.. At least I'm happier there. This home is nothing but disastrous. I'm not a problem-solver, to solve every little single problem you all face. I'm not your maid, to order around to do things at your call. I'm myself. I have my own life and thinking.

Leave me alone when I'm busy. Leave me alone when I'm stressed. Stop nagging will be a great contribution. Else, just shut up and mind your own business.

2009-07-06T21:42:00.002+08:00

Back from the meet-up! Kind of disappointed though. We went over to AMK Hub with the intention to have lunch and watch Ice Age 3!! But it appears that the show seems like another transformer. According to Robinson, the next show is either at 5 plus, else will be the 7 plus show. *Emo.. Why are the kids released today?!?!* Anyway, we did something silly and "pai seh".. Not knowing where to have lunch, we decided to try out the new branch of MOF. However the variety was much less than we expected to be. I guessed that's why they named it as cafe?? In the end, for the sake of softshell crab, we went to Ichiban Sushi! =) Of course, we did finished our courses there.. With the exception of leaving 2 pieces of food there. =x

Instead of movie, we went over to walk his dog! Okay, I wanted badly to see the stupid dog that he was telling me. Erm.. the dog almost "molested" me!! Just because he likes cloth, and my blouse has this cloth ribbon on it in front of my chest?? and the dog wanted to bite it!! OMG!! But other than that, I think he ignored me. =( Cause normally other dogs would love to come close to me? Hahaz.. I guessed dogs aren't that passionate as well. I need more exposure with dogs!! =x

Last but not least, we managed to get Xinni out for a drink at Bliss. Had Orea Milk Shake *sinful* and they almost tricked me into getting alcohol.. Lucky I not stupid. =) Had a talk there with some censored items which I dun understand! Well, it doesn't really matter as I felt that it was a good catching up session with Robin tempting me to go over to Japan and taste the Hokkaido food! Gosh~

Okays.. that's all folks.. Time to sleep~

2009-07-06T11:39:00.002+08:00

"What the F*! Jobs for Diploma holders again?!"

It's been like don't know how long, and everyday what I see in the jobs requirement is "fresh dip holders are welcome"! When will I see "fresh degree holder are welcome!" According to a friend, he told me this:" This is the time to test your bargaining skills when it comes to salary." Another say, "Just fight it out with a dip holder!" Well, what do you think?

Anyways, went to watch Transformer with boi the other day. Out of 5, I'm giving 3. Firstly, when the "alien" style women appears in movie, I was totally like "huh?! are you sure you are in the right movie?" Secondly, I found the movie "draggy" and boring at times. So ya.. for me, that's the scores. Further comments won't be made here.

Well, am going out for lunch. updating later.....

Random details?

2009-07-01T21:42:00.003+08:00

Just realise I didn't update since I'm back from Batam..

Spent $180 bucks over there and I guessed it's quite expensive, according to my mother. We spent $90 on the cable ski and the rest at the hotel. =p

Over the weekends, went over to Steph's hse on Sat to play and had a wonderful NewYorkNewYork style dinner over there. hehez.. After which went over to Hua's friend house for MJ. On Sunday, we went over to celebrate Xinni's birthday at her hse.

Lyon jus called and asked if I was at Cartel. Darn.. When did I have the "da zhong" face?! Well, whatever it is, kinda miss the gathering and such.. Very long nv see him liao.. Wonder he grown fatter, or slimmer, dark or white.. hahaaz.. guess shall organise some meetup soon. =p

knit knit knit... I'm knitting away....

Poor Boi

2009-06-24T01:47:00.003+08:00

Stupid Boi went in camp for the second day le. He didn't call as promised. There's only 2 scenarios I could think of.

Today is a super busy day to the extent that he fell asleep once he entered his bunk.
Today he shot someone in the BUTT like what we said yesterday.

Hope it's the first option though.

Missing Boi Boi~

Shopping Again!!

2009-06-22T23:57:00.004+08:00

Well, I guess when a lady has nothing much to do, most probably they will hang out somewhere, walking around and ended up shopping at some shops. So this is what I did for the weekend. Or rather, with Steph. =p

Saturday and Sunday was showtime! kinda disappointed with own performance on those days. Did badly more than ever =( Well, it's over! Anyways, thanks Winnie and gang for coming to watch! =) Firstly, I wanted my black glove badly, which I know I won't get it back for some reasons. Secondly, I don't know why I kept reading the wrong bar or counted wrongly. Perhaps it's been too long eversince I performed. Even Debbie's mum asked about my long disappearance.. =( Thirdly, lucky got Steph, Debbie and CR... else I really feel even worst..

Forget all the bad stuff and look forward for the good stuff! YS, Steph and I went shopping on Sunday at Marina Shopping Centre and guess we really got some good buys!! This time round is not $13 for a blouse, or $29 for the pants. It's simply $15 for all blouses, pants, bags, shoes, belts and etc! Of course not including the new arrivals.. Well, given the location, I guess you already had the name of the shop in mind. Yes, you are right! It's at....

Any Pros around?!?!

2009-06-19T15:39:00.003+08:00

HELP ME! Okay.. It doesn't matter if you are a pro or not. But seriously, I'm having some color and font problem with the designs I had. To be honest, the design is not fantastic as I am new to all these programs. Feel free to give some comments on anything, but best, guide me along the color and font choice, please? So here comes the ugly designs...

All in all, an interesting day!

2009-06-17T00:39:00.003+08:00

Today's gathering was interesting yet hilarious. Though the outing was like 7 hours long, we managed to travel to different places doing something different.

First stop, the Pontian Wanton Mee at Kovan MRT. I can't remember if I had ate there before, but I have to admit, I love the WanTon!! It's was "Slurrrppp" delicious. Super crispy! Slurrppp..

Next up, we took 107 from there and proceed to... Haji Lane! It's a small shopping street among the Muslim streets arena. A place that are normally missed by the locals, but not the tourists. The clothes are unique and nice, but the price was slightly steep. Guess that's how they survived with the low crowd. We walked around the area for a period of time, and the decided to go over to The Patissier for some nice savoury cakes!

My friend was checking out the address with her newly bought phone at somewhere near Arab Street, and what we got was a dumb reply from the directory search! We entered "Mohamed Sultan Road" and it got us "Masjid Sultan Mosque" which is actually right in front of us! Faints~ Well, we managed to get there somehow from Dhoby Ghaut with the help of an Indian guy giving us the most clueless direction we can ever get and Mr. Sweeper who is much more clever in roads than any of the Singaporean.

The first guy told us at Oxley Road to enter from Clemenceau Road then walk straight and when we reached Somerset turn left, look out for this PUB and we will be at the road. Surprisingly, there's no PUB near there! But... there was a sign with PUB and some small wordings! Well, we got there anyway after half an hour of walk I presume.. =(

The cake at The Patissier was fantastic! It was worth all the walk from my misleading. We had Blueberry Yogurt and Pearrie. Slurrpp.. If you are interested to get a cake as a whole, I would suggest that you better reserve them or order before you go. The cakes there are hot. And I mean HOT! Alrights, see it for yourself! http://www.thepatissier.com.sg/webtop/

Last but not least, we walked to Somerset while thinking of 101 poses for airing armpits!! Gosh! I wonder why would we think of that in the first place. Actually, I did a small search on the image column in Google and guess what!! There are really lotsa armpit poses you could get. Darn. Is it that popular?!?! Anyway, Boi Boi was telling me, the best and commonly seen armpit pose is actually this....

Weekends Spree?

2009-06-15T04:02:00.003+08:00

Weekends have never been better than going shopping in sales outlet..

On Saturday, after the normal routine, Steph and I happened to pass by Wing Tai and we caught the G2000 sales banner hanging out loud outside the factory. Without further discussion, we got off the bus and started our adventure in store. I got a shirt for darl, a brown blouse and green singlet for myself. Cool.. I have never thought that all the digging and shopping could have been that fun.. And the best thing of all, we have never thought that we would spent an hour and a half in store digging!! We missed our lunch for that sale but it's worth it, I guess. With the purchase of 3 items, you would get an additional of 10% off the discounted items!! Meaning, instead of playing $29 for my items, I only paid $26.10!!

Details

Location: Wing Tai Building located near Kovan's SuperBowl

Opening Days: Daily except Monday

Prices: Shirt/Blouses/Pants $13-$29; Blazer $29 or more; Belts $3; ladies cardigans and more $3-$13

Well, Sunday wasn't a bad day either.. Went off to G2000 again with my god-bro to grab some shirts.. However the variety was less than what was there on Saturday.. Most of the sizes were grabbed.. If I didn't remember wrongly, majority of the sizes were 14.5 or 17.5 or 15... Popular sizes were all grabbed up.. Hopefully they would do a restock.. =p In addition to that shopping, I went down to collect my graduation gown at Broadway. I ended up renting the gown instead of buying it.

Firstly, they don't have photo shoot package for gown rental. Secondly, my sis gt the voucher for the photo shoot and I don't see the point of getting another as they cannot be used together. Thirdly, I don't see the point of keeping the gown. And last but not least, I'm not persuaded in any way or sense. The sales personnel sounded so lost and unhelpful. I totally can't convinced myself to trust that sales person. Thus, nothing more was paid than the rental fee and the deposit.

Perhaps, being helpful is one of the keypoint for more sales.. =p

Updates!

2009-06-12T18:27:00.003+08:00

Interviews
woops.. Just came back from another interview. Hmmm.. There's only one sentence to describe... I went in prepared and mind went blank inside! Yahoo~ It's over le.. Erm.. take it as an experience ba.. =( Maybe I am not confident enough..

Anyway, on Monday, the second interview doesn't seems to be like one.. More of a describing session. The one on Wednesday morning, or is it Tuesday morning? Whatever day, the interview didn't go well either. I was too soft spoken.. But what ever it is, 3 down.. And finding more!! Hehez.. Anyway I think my resume still lacks of professionalism.. Got to edit it by tomorrow so I can send out the new one asap!

Activities
Oh! Yesterday, finally I got to have the long waited KTV session. hehez.. And of course not forgetting the "towel only" session at the club.. Oops.. We went down to the "wen quan" with only a towel!! All thanks to the "friend" who never tell us to bring swimming costumes. (-.-)'' Then again, it was fun! so no grudges made! =) hahaz..
Thanks frens, for accompanying us through the night with activities though you all are tired.. Really appreciated it.. For the accompany and the "wen quan" session.. Interesting and fun experience..

I got to be stronger and stronger and stronger... PLUS to be more confident!!

2009-06-08T13:31:00.002+08:00

whoops! I'm online.. In the next hour I will be having my second interview of the job search since 24th May.. =p

Well, I won't say the first interview went smoothly though. It's more of a skeptical interview.. Asking me these questions,

"if you do not have a desk for you to put all your soft toys and such, are you alright with it?" (huh?! I dun even have one to put lor so it doesn't matter, eh!)
"Would it be alright if you are posted to other places and constantly have to change passes?" (alamak? I'm okay lar..change pass only what.. is there a prob?)

Well, the guy interviewer did told me that they are kind of skeptical against girl.. But then again.. where's the equality among gender the government kept bragging since years ago?!?! Never mind that.. At least it's another experience gained!

~Outz to second interview!~ Wish me luck!

2009-06-06T00:34:00.002+08:00

Today's a rewarding day!! Had never shop so long with Steph. We went in circles in Orchard.. From Wisma to Taka to Tangs.... and back to Wisma to Far East and back to the station.. Oh ya.. not forgetting to mention that we saw the Lamborghini at Far East while satisfying our Bubble Tea craving...

We ended up falling in love with the same bag at Charles and Keith, and we bought it!! Of course, not for ourselves.. But for Melodie who is having her 21st Birthday now! Happy Birthday...

Well.. fun, tired.. the words to describe the shopping.. Nonetheless, another interesting and tiring day had gone.. Tomorrow we still have our usual practice at studio preparing for the performance on 20th and 21st June.. Catch us at Esplanade if you can... =)

PS: I'm missing my hall peeps somehow now.. Hai.. When's the next outing going to be... =(

2009-06-03T18:06:00.002+08:00

I'm exploding soon enough.. I wanna find someone who can really sit there, listen to all my troubles, the stress I'm facing.. But seriously, I dunno who that person is.. I can't really tell Stupid Boi everything, cause he himself has his own problems which are even more stressful than mine.. My besties have their own stress and problems too.. Darn it..

When will people know how to face today's world reality and stop pushing their hopeless dream on people who are not able to realise it.. Finding a job needs the patience and time. I've just graduated. Give me some breathing space!

Home sweet home!

2009-06-01T00:37:00.002+08:00

I am back! Well, in fact I am back one week ago, 24th May. =p

Australia is indeed worth going if you are looking for a place for relaxation or a calm environment for a holiday. If you are into shopping, maybe it might not be that a wise choice to go over Australia. Afterall, it's a country with wonderful wildlife and beautiful agriculture. I missed the weather, the people, and of course, the wonderful greenery and ocean. It's so fabulous that words may not be able to describe its beauty fully.

Just obtain the photos from Xinni a few days ago, and I will update the full itinerary and pictures up soon for those who are interested to know the places and some short excerpts of what we seen.

2009-05-15T17:16:00.001+08:00

Off to airport soon to meet Xinni~
Here I come Melbourne..
Shall update when I'm back~~

Inivisibility Rocks~

2009-05-05T02:55:00.003+08:00

It's just seems moving back home it's more of lonely than happy..
Perhaps my existence is only acknowledged in my tiny world...

Kudos~

2009-04-22T01:27:00.002+08:00

I wish I can sing like him...

2009-04-19T03:42:00.002+08:00

Mind: "Friends or Foes, Choose.. "

I chose foe this time round..
If the person is your friend, would he/she hide something from you and slowly drift from you when the two of you are such great pals who talked about almost everything?

Perhaps my life is full of "crappy" people trying to "interrupt".. It always happened when I'm close to someone.. Sucks..

2009-04-14T17:13:00.001+08:00

One paper down and I go OMG...

Whatever the lecturers were saying "important ar" in the lecture all didn't come out!! Okay.. so what's important?

Pearlin's ShoutOut

2009-04-13T17:27:00.003+08:00

**Everything written below is of personal opinion. No offence.**

How cruel can that be when you are struck with "biased-ness" in the assessment of school's assignment. How would you feel, or rather what do you think if your assessor asked you, "Are you a Chinese?" before the assessment starts? A friend of mine experienced that.. and explain the scenerio as below.(of course my opinion in brackets o(^.^)o )

Students are to present their respective results on the project to the assessor for assessment. As mentioned, the very first line the assessor asked was, "Are you a Chinese?" For the Chinese students, he asked questions regarding the results in Chinese. (which I can understand due to some language difficulties that the students might experienced) In addition, when the student is unable to answer the question, he will explain the answer to him/her. (reasonable) However, if your answer is not for the very first question he asked, assessment will be based in English. (Sounds okay to me) But... for whatever questions he would be asking next, if you do not know how to answer, don't you expect an answer from him. (WHAT!!!!) Well, not just that, when a Chinese student mentioned that he had to leave earlier for some stuff, the assessor paused the assessment of the non-Chinese and proceeded with that student's assessment without meeting a common consensus with the presenter. (How ethical is that?)

How would you view that? Do you think the assessor is going to be fair in his assessment? I seriously doubt it. However, it's a one-sided view. Who knows what the assessor is thinking.

I'm not trying to discriminate any races or anything.. It just that, I feel that being an assessor, the person had to be fair towards all and practicing favourism in this case. What's the point of explaining things in Chinese which will only benefit those who understand that language? How about others?! I'm feeling unjust for others...

2009-04-13T15:33:00.002+08:00

Finally majority of the assignments are cleared.. Now left with Examinations and FYP formal report. I shall not whine about the number of work to do anymore.. Cause it ain't worth the effort to.

Sitting alone at the Starbucks located in JP for the first time eversince it opens. Kind of interesting. It's one of the branch that it actually provides plug for laptop users on almost every corner seat you can find. Interesting. Supposed to be mugging my "Singapore's Economic history" sort-of modules, yet, the mood doesn't set in.

Missing the life with daddy and friends.. Of course not MahJong.. Though I'm quite "gian"..
o(^.^)o When Mj? oops..

Perhaps alone is what I have to be~ Bless me

Stress-O-meter exploding soon

2009-03-15T22:44:00.002+08:00

Emo-ing period continues with the tough period that has yet to come..

Number of Deadlines yet to met:
1. FYP second Draft
2. Computer Architecture Quiz
3. Software Quiz
4. Computer Networking Quiz
5. FYP final report
6. Enterprise Networking Assignment
7. FYP Demo
8. Examinations
9. FYP oral presentation

7 more weeks to graduate, 9 more things to accomplish... Now I really understand why people had gone quieter or crazier in their final years...

Things always goes wrong for me..

2009-03-07T19:08:00.002+08:00

Pearlin needs all the love and hugs from darlings... ^o^

Temporary lost at what to write in the report..
10 out of 60 pages are done..
In 3 more days..
- 50 pages to be written out
- project to be completed
- demo to be ready

Darn.. How do I do this.. Blame myself for being stupid and slow...

weeping at wee hours again

2009-03-05T02:34:00.003+08:00

This time round, tears didn't roll down at all.. but my heart is crying..

Being involved is not a good thing at all. Facing both parties, lying to them suddenly seems like a habit. Is this my second self? The lying side of me? Maybe it is.. But.. I'm getting more and more tired, more and more upset with myself.

It's something that seems like it could solve quickly, yet because of persistent and obstinate, this issue becoming a long dragging misery to both of them. Being dragged into the picture is to help them get out of this misery. However it just appears that I'm being drag into the misery part too. Perhaps in a few months times, this matter will change for a better one....

6 more days to death

2009-03-04T11:53:00.001+08:00

6 more days to the deadline of FYP report...
6 more days to do the programming...
Time is running out..
Having 3 hrs sleep daily..
I do not know how long can I withstand...

2009-03-03T00:55:00.001+08:00

Deepest condolences to the fellow course mate... May you rest in peace...

Emo-ing Again...

2009-02-20T15:10:00.003+08:00

Been busy reading up on the new direction that the Master students are giving me.. However, all these readings resulted/pushed me to the deadend of the path again..

What best describes my situation would be this:

"I am in a maze, meeting all the deadends. When will the correct path be brought into light in front of me would be a mystery.. "

Kinda depressed right now.. To see how the "happening" clique in IA has transformed into "dust".. People becoming strangers, becoming foes as time goes by.. The gatherings that we used to have are no longer essential.. Perhaps at those moments in time, everyone is lonely and seek companion from one another.. The people who viewed it differently, are the ones stupidly believing that things will remain the same after those days..

Sad to say, I'm one of those.. Who strongly believes that friendship would last.. Who believes that we celebrate because we really cares for one another.. But all are lies.. Things just change..

Emo-ing

2009-02-09T00:19:00.003+08:00

I've started to slow down my pace for the past few days.. To look into the smallest details in life that I seldom observe.. Out of the 22 years of my life with more that 15 years of socialising with people, only to realise that what I know isn't usually the truth. People is able to fabricate stories, to hide their real identity and motive.. Simple minded people will ultimately be the one to be hurt and suffer.. Thinking back into the past, I realise how many types of people I have seen. Majority wearing the superficial mask, to obtain what they want out of the other person.. Why can't the society be more simple and "motive-less".. Perhaps, that's the vicious cycle of human life..

2009-02-04T02:28:00.003+08:00

My life has always been evolving around people..
To swallow the bad things, to give off the good things..
That's what a leader should do..
I've tried my every best to be tactful and swallow the most unpleasant words I had heard.
Yet, complaints still arrived..
Not from the public but committee..
Things are held due to you and we had to find alternatives given the situation.
Perhaps others still can tolerate..

But for me, god darn bitch.. Stop giving me nonsense!

Perhaps, a hug is needed... to say, everything will be alright..

2009-01-30T01:24:00.002+08:00

..A minute of silence is given to commemorate a schoolmate's death..

Life is so fragile. We knew it yet the hearing of death breaks our hearts each time. He was at the fourth stage cancer. Never did we know, he walked off towards the gates of heaven faster than expected. Though I may not know him personally, the words and feelings I've received from friends told me how strong he was to fight this disease. He insisted on completing his studies and Final Year Project, and fight on strongly against the cancer at the same time. Nonetheless, it still took him away.

Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.
--Isaac Asimov (1920 - 1992)

It was kind of obvious that my friend was grieving over his death as well as worried about his personal condition. For some reason, he won't disclose what is going to happen to him. All he says was, "I won't be around and do not know when I'm coming back." He had arranged his stuff neatly and had made arrangements for his last few wishes. Something was definitely wrong, yet he chooses to keep quiet about it. He wants me to promise that I will "look after the girl he likes, look after that girl, and to face my problems strongly like his friend". The sense of loneliness and sadness in him just keep pouring through when he repeated them over and over again.

He appears to be alone, believing that he don't deserve any concern and love from anyone. Everyone is fair. Everyone deserves the love from friends, families and God. All I could do for him now was to agree to the promises and to tell him,

"Please come back safely, my dear friend. We will be here waiting for you to fall into our arms again."

2009-01-22T15:02:00.002+08:00

Just send LaoGong off on the third cab she called for... Which brings me to think about how the system works for "on-call".. So, let's award the drivers called for the day...

Champion of Worst taxi I ever seen~

**The first driver in Silver cab!!**

We wonder if he did wait at the promised area.. He drove past us with another passenger while we are waiting at the stop.. How bad is that..

Runner-up...

...The second driver with his Mercs...

He's not even in sight..I wonder if the taxi do exists... Hmmmm

BEST driver...

The third driver in normal comfort taxi...

He arrives in 2 mins after she called.. =) How Fast and Fabulous is that!

Would the driver call the passenger if he/she reaches?
Would they wait at that location for at least 5 mins for the passenger?
Or would they just leave without calling or waiting?

2009-01-07T01:58:00.004+08:00

Normally people thanks their supervisor for their guidance and such...
But for now, I'm going against the norm..

'Cause deep inside me, I want to thanks my engineer for teaching me so many things.. Even till now, as I proceed my studies in InfoCommunication, I'm applying whatever she had taught me.. Though several times I made mistakes here and there, she never fails to correct me and guide me patiently.. Perhaps, she knows I'm blur as she always said.. Thanks to her, I'm given the advantage to become on par in terms of speed of understanding with my fellow schoolmates..

Thanks, Day Moi..

2009-01-03T03:47:00.008+08:00

A new beginning for a new year!!

My wishes include...

...Happy Lucky Year..

...Have some progress for my FYP soon~

...Good Results for the semester..

...And Lastly, Love Peace and Joy to everyone!!

To be exact, in one day time, school would be starting.. Thus... It's time to tidy up the holiday mood..

Shopping outing with Sis..

MOB X'mas gathering..

X'mas with FeiFei..

Hmmm... That's all for the fun for the past few days... Guess nothing much to tidy up too... Hahaz.. Guess it's Time to remember my lousy timetable for the semester.. :(

Results are out?!?!

2008-12-29T01:40:00.006+08:00

Results are out!!

Thanks to all the darlings who help in some way or another in this "stress" semester of mine...
I got... mostly B!!! Yipee.... And that means, my GPA is going up by 0.1 points!! Muacks!!

2008-12-28T03:16:00.004+08:00

Game session at the EEE Alumni Year End Gathering is really funny..I was typically laughing my head off and did something stupid though.. We are supposed to act out an event that the other group identified and the topic that my game partner and I received was... "Giving Birth".. You'll never imagine what we did...

Anyway, I really think my luck at MJ is not as good as Stupid Boi... Lost to him again...

Hmmmm... The transformation of the beads from the previous post has transformed into this!! Hopefully it's the Only one piece in Singapore!! =) Copyrighted okay! hahaz.. Ops..

Sleepless nights, Random thoughts

2008-12-26T01:53:00.003+08:00

What I want for christmas is...
... I wish that everything remains unchanged...

Friends are still friends,
Laughter is still laughter..
Nothing going to change,
Being as wonderful as it is...

What do you want for Christmas...

Learnt by the hard way... The only friend and foe you have in life is no one else other than yourself... I must get that into my mind...

Flyer Photos

2008-12-23T02:17:00.006+08:00

First of all things, STEPH!!! Don't panic over the release of results.. You will do just fine!! =)

Alrights, can't remember why I am here for.. Hmmm.. Oh, the flyer photos!!

Here it goes!!

***Photos quality due to unexperienced photographer and lighting =(

I still could remember that day the flyer was "spoilt" for hours... While waiting for the services to resume, we rested at Robert's Coffee, only to getting bad services.. The attitude and wrong orders.. =(

Finally the flyer is up and ready!! Thus, first shot with mum and sis... Only to realise, the photographer's hand is shaking.. What a waste...

Kodos to our photographer.....

The scene, the highway...

2nd take!

The City

Boi's protrait

Last Shot in the air... We're Coming down~~

Sorry that the photos aren't that fantastic.. Trying to play with the long exposure time with no camera stand!! Well, at least there are a few nice ones out of so many "dark" ones.. You won't want to see them..

2008-12-22T04:02:00.002+08:00

4am in the morning... And here I am blogging...
Yup, the sleepless night is here again... Miss the "mini" book I used to borrow from a fren to make me sleep..

A decision is to be made fast.. But what it should be?? I'm afraid of regret........

Christmas Coming!!

2008-12-20T01:05:00.004+08:00

Yeah!! 5 more days to Christmas.. I want Turkey, Presents and lotsa lotsa wishes.. =)

From the precious permission I got from Mum, I went for a walk at the Heartlands! Erm.. I wonder if I had no life at all.. I didn't know so many things had changed! Silly me.. Majority of the shops remained but several had gone.. Sob! And there goes all the wonderful things that I thought it existed at the exact location..

Anyway, I was so bored at home that I did a photo about the stuff I bought today.. I was thinking of making something out of these stuff.. Hehez.. Can you guess what?

Good Day Out Finally??

2008-12-16T23:44:00.005+08:00

Yeah! It's a day out finally.. Good thing is, I got back my Samsung phone after almost a month of repair.. Bad thing is, I TOTALLY lost interest and confidence in Samsung.. Firstly, the repair cost me my mini cap over the screws.. Secondly, after hours of usage, the SAME old keypad problems occurred.. I mean why would people want to leave their phones with the mobile provider for repair and they got back the same fault?!?! This totally shucks great time! And it's not the first time.. Well, I admit that I'm not a nasty customer compared to many, but I'm NOT satisfied by the service provided even if they did a software re-load for me.. Cause in the first place, the software is giving me problem as well.. Bleah~

Putting that aside, I got a golden balloon for my Princesse!! But... But.. I want toys for her.. Wondering when I getting that...

Day 5 after operation

2008-12-16T01:05:00.003+08:00

Finally it's more convenient to move around and to use the computer! Though I still could not carry heavy stuff for the fear that the cut may open anytime from that, to be able to do normal things is definitely better than lying all day round feeling like a living dead! =)

Well, the cut still hurts time to time, with me insisting that painkillers should be left for the last. And I'm proud that I have survived without eating them for days to curb the pain! (*grinz*) This December is definitely a painful one. I'm missing the good times playing handbells with Kim, Steph and Gang for the Christmas..

Anyway, I'm going on my first every trip out to collect my handphone Tml! Pray that everything goes fine.. FYI, I'm not supposed to bang into anything or anyone due to that cut. The nurse said that if that situation appears, the cut may bleed or opened again.. Darn.. I don't want any scarring.. Tml shall be a careful day~

Signing Off

2008-12-05T19:45:00.002+08:00

...Disappointed, Disheartened, Hungry and Exhausted...

Utterly upset by Stupid Boi. He didn't get it even when I tried to be crude. I'm tired with his attitude. I need a break~

It's going to be boring Friday Night. Zzz

Suay~

2008-11-27T15:30:00.002+08:00

Invigilator: "You may flip over the paper.."

Me, thinking: It's something I read yesterday! Why didn't I print out! **grumble**

Welcome Scare

2008-11-27T01:11:00.004+08:00

After Stupid Boi asked about which neighbour is coming over to say hi today, the neighbour from the nearest apartment shown up!!

It started with a soft entry, which only caught roomie and Boi's attention, but not mine. He lurks around in the room for a few moments more, and catch me by giving me a fright!! Thanks to the "welcome" scare from the neighbour which makes me more awake now than ever..

Counting down~

2008-11-26T16:25:00.003+08:00

*Phew* Finally I'm left with 2 papers.Can't wait for the papers to finish and meet up with SY, Daddy and Winnie.

EE3017 was said to be an easy subject to score? I seriously doubt so. I really had a hard time understanding the theories behind all the methods and modes. I stared hard into the theory questions during the paper, hoping a miracle would appear in front of me. Oh well, maybe it did, the answers flashed across my mind in the last 15 minutes, and fortunately, the examiner had forgotten to collect the papers from our row.. *evil grinz*

Anyway, thanks to Lao Gong's loving yoko-yoko and salonpas patch! My wrist today is in good condition for the paper.. *Muaacks!!*

2008-11-25T02:09:00.002+08:00

Age is catching up with moi.. Whilst doing the summary for EE4758 Computer Security a tingling pain was felt at my wrist.. It doesn't happen for the instance, but a period.. According to my friend, this means, I over-strain my wrist cause he had the same issue.. I'm praying that the pain won't follow me to exam though.. If the pain ceases tomorrow, good.. Else, time to see the doctor..

2008-11-24T21:17:00.003+08:00

woops, am I interrupting??

Incident 1:
My nice next-door neighbour decided to say 'hi' by sitting at my doorsteps 30 minutes ago, chatting happily on the phone..

Incident 2:
(15 minutes ago) Feeling thirsty, I went to the kitchen to refill my drinking bottle.. Another neighbour was washing her clothes in the washing basin..

Incident 3:
Just now I went to wash my cup.. The neighbour was brushing her teeth at the washing basin..

I wonder, what's the next "woops" incident coming along... I'm starting to enjoy the hall life.. =p

2008-11-23T22:35:00.003+08:00

Stupid Boi just asked me a question, "Why you blog?"

It's umpteen times that I've been hearing this question. I blog because..

I'm bored...
I'm finding somewhere where I can whine..
I'm just in the mood to write something...
and other Several reasons..

Thus, no obligations to read these boring entries.. Thanks!

2008-11-22T14:32:00.002+08:00

Stupid Boi after coming out from toilet:".. My ass is Hot and Spicy.."

2008-11-19T23:54:00.002+08:00

Did a Doubutsu-Uranai link that daddy sent yesterday. So Here is the Result.. Instead of having Tiger, where there isn't any, I am Yellow Lion!!! Wahahaz... Think I cannot avoid the link with fierce animals. Before the interpretation of my yellow lion, Let's see the general Characteristics and Personality.

LION Characteristics & Personality

1. Lions love special treatment and praise.

2. Lions say things like "Awesome!" and "Definitely!"

3. Lions don't complain and are hard on others

4. Lions are perfectionists

5. Lions are not good with numbers

6. Lions' mortal enemies are lack of sleep and an empty stomach

7. Lions own expensive things

8. Lions love silly puns

9. Lions are actually spoiled kids

10. Lions are outwardly impressive; but their rooms are a shambles

You are Yellow Lion, who looks cheerful, straightforward and precise, but at the bottom of your heart, you are very cautious towards other people and do not take your guard off so easily.
You are always thoroughly on your guard.
You hardly express your emotions, but can act in line with the others.
Although this make you look sociable, you are not truly coming out of your shell.
You tend to be rather a lonely person, and work hard without taking notice of the surrounding situations.
You dislike being interfered, and do not depend on or show your weakness to others.
You tend to endure your struggle all on your own.
You are very responsible person, and puts great effort in improving traditional things.
You don't go rushing into things on your own, but try to work by keeping well balanced with others.
You have perseverance, and carry things out with determination to finish it.
You live your life actively and are reliable person.
Your ways of thinking is sound and reliable.
This sometimes gives you an impression of being too serious and strong-minded.
You don't possess emotional dependence and obsession.
You have a very straight forward atmosphere, and can tackle things calmly.
You don't brood over as well.
You can look after and take good care of those younger than you and those who are weaker than you.
They depend on you greatly.
You will keep your career even after the marriage.
It will be important for you and your partner to respect each other.

Well, how true it is will be up to my dear friend to judge, eh? =p

2008-11-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

JUNK FOOD ATTACK!!!

I've typically wipe out the junk food I had stored in my room.. The seaweed and PolarSnack Biscuit, SwissRoll, Raisin Bread, Maggie Mee, Tops bar... Whatever food that are found in my room had been touched and biten by my itchy hand and mouth.. Muahahaha!!

And the bad thing is, I'm growing fat and had to stock up the food again. =(

2008-11-18T13:43:00.000+08:00

Flying freely looks fun yet lonely....

2008-11-14T03:00:00.001+08:00

Randomly saw this picture on a tree and decided to play around with it by adding a few leaves.. and here it was.. I guess I was really in no mood to study...

2008-11-13T15:52:00.003+08:00

Was weeping and whining a while ago. Yes, regarding the HRM examination that past an hour ago. I'm fine now though my fingers are suffering from post sydrome. To write this post is not to whine, but to serve as a reminder to myself if I was to read this blog someday.

TO BRING HOT FLASK INTO EXAM HALL!!

Okay.. that's the reminder.. Why this so? Oh well, I had finger cramp in the hall just now. Not leg cramp or toe cramp. It's finger cramp. First time in my life and I didn't know what to do but to bear with the cramp feeling and continue writing my essay. Hilarious isn't it. I felt like my fingers are some chicken feet and writing something that barely can be read in the script. Sometimes I really wonder. Can one day essay be typed instead? Hahaz.. Oh well, it needs fingers too but at least I can use my left hand to type eh?

PS: I don't want see Doreamon again larz.....

2008-11-13T01:11:00.002+08:00

Instead of writing down the pointers I must know, I'm typing here as my wrist cannot tolerate with the writing anymore. So here it goes....

6 path thinking process for value innovation
Path 1: Looking Across alternative industries
According to the education industrial tree, tuition centre is categorised under the section, other education. As our BOS company is a General Subject tuition centre, the alternative industries is chosen to be Specialised Subject Tuition Centre and Home tuition. Although Specialised Subject Tuition Centre is grouped under tuition centre like our company, they are alternatives to one another as the purchaser may choose to enroll in both. THe alternative tuition centre provides focus on a specific subject which is a value that our company may explore. Home tuition is under the category of Supporting Services to Education unlike tuition centre. This alternative is able to attract buyers who wanted convenience and one-to-one tuition services.

Path2: Looking Across Strategic Group
Next, looking across strategic groups will unfold the possibility of an untapped customer group. In this section, the discussion on the 3 tiers non customer for each alternatives industries will be done. Firstly, the Home tuition.
Tier 1: Last minute => able to provide tips and summarise important points
Tier 2: Self motivated => challenging problems seeker
Tier 3: Special needs child=> require patience and special equipments
Secondly, the Specialised tuition centre.
Tier 1: Personal tutors => class size and convenience
Tier 2: Self motivated => challenging problems
Tier 3: Foreign Students => Language and bridging courses

Path 3: Looking across Chain of Buyers
Purchaser => parent => paying for the services for their child
User => Children => the one who obtain benefits from the services
Influencers => Friends, peers, parents,teachers => person who influences the decision
Although the value element to be tapped is not shown clearly, there is an untapped group, the users. Children may turn into the purchaser if benefits are given. One such examples would be allowing the friends of the students to enjoy the tuition centre facilities and obtain suggestion and pointers from the tutors there when the tutors are free.

Path 4: Looking Across Complementary Products and Service Offerings
Looking at BUM, the blockages includes the in sufficient variety of methods for registering and withdrawing, the absence of tutors, losing of handouts in students' hands, not enough time to do assessment book and going through things the students already know. Value elements such as complining the handouts in a file, having backup tutors, website for registering and withdrawing purposes and the lesser workload can be introduced.

Path 5: Looking across Functional and Emotional Appeal to buyer
Value element for the company is as shown below
Price => Raise => F
Discount =>Eliminate=> E
Class Ratio => Raise=>F
Conducive Environment => Reduce=>E
Progress monitoring => eliminate=>F
Assessment Book => raise=>F
Teacher Education level => nil=>F
Range of Subjects => reduce=>F
Although the elements are more towards functional, the team felt that if the elements introduced is towards emotional, it will trap within the competition zone. Thus, moving more towards functional into a new market.

Path 6: Looking Across Time
There are a few trends observed though the research done.
Firstly, the residents are more willing to spend on value added services according to the Statistical report, Singapore in Brief 2008. Hence we could introduced a value added services to our tuition centre to attract these residents. Another trend is River Valley High will be shifting to the neighborhood in a few years time. This would mean another 2500 students to target from. In addition, it also rewarded the Ministry of Education Integrated Programmes for Elite Students. The tuition centre may approach the schools to propose an Elite training program for the students. Lastly, Ministry of Education has imposed a regulation that centralised admission exam is needed for foreign students to enter local schools. Thus, tuition centre can come out with services such as language courses and bridging course to assist this students.

In all, the team has came out with a service after generating these 6 paths. It is a marking services to the centre's own compliation of questions that target Tier 2 of our non-customer where smart kids would want to practice more, thus, requiring someone to explain their mistakes if there's any. Consultation is provided on a one to one basis only upon completion and submission of the paper to the centre. This service will add in value element of time saving, time flexibility and the individual learning pace.

Okay.. I think I only remember the last paragraph.. Shucks.. Re-memorise!!

2008-11-12T02:04:00.002+08:00

The semester had past like a wind. It appears that yesterday was still the first day in school anticipating the knowledge to be learnt for the 3 months. Who knows, one more day and I'll be in the examination hall writing my essays. The thought of it really sucks. Purely because, I can't think of anything more horrible and unprepared than this.

While reading the topics in the organizational behavior text, images of working in teams flashed across my mind. Somehow, it appears that I have worked with the various individuals as described from the text. Hopefully the connection is able to assist my understanding of the topic and concepts better so as to use it as fluently as possible in the papers.

Well, that's all for the updates of the day after almost a month. Ops. Been doing a lot of random stuff for the whole month but well, update them when I'm free-er.. Mugging for my HRM using the materials in BOS and OB and Obama *rhyme eh?*

Another Night

2008-10-18T03:02:00.002+08:00

It's the same old things again.
I'm tired..
Everything seems to be repeating themselves over and over..
When will this life come to an end.
The days where democracy doesn't stand in the team....
The days where I've been spending late nights for nothing...

My life is in a mess..

2008-10-03T02:24:00.003+08:00

My life is in a mess..

First time experiencing a breakdown in the mid of semester.
First time crying because of school.
First time throwing my books off the table for no reason.
"I'm stressed"
that's what was heard from my closest ones.
Honestly, I don't know.
Have been searching for an answer within me.
Asking myself why I've been crying sliently in bed.
Why I've been feeling so pissed.
Why I'm whining more and more.
Why, Why, and more Whys.
Perhaps I need a hug telling me everything will be okay.
Perhaps I seriously, really need one.

2008-09-29T23:49:00.002+08:00

The feeling of the Christmas Airport shows mood suddenly sinks in. I had a hunch that these few days gonna be the same as those times. THe period of sleeping in late, waking up early....

2008-09-28T02:26:00.002+08:00

Can't believe it!! My sister went shopping without me!! I wish I could afford the time to do that too. Hai.. She bought 6 to 7 items at Aldo sales spending only 80 bucks!! The price is so attractive!!! ZZzzz..

2008-09-25T01:55:00.003+08:00

The weekly movie trip today at Plaza Singapura was kind of bored.. We caught the show "Babylon AD". To Clarify, it is not pronounced as "BABY-LON". That's what the receptionists at the ticket counter said. Was kinda dissapointed with that though.

Was expecting a lot of actions and surprises in the show. However it turns out to be an average show. ZZzzz... Almost fell asleep inside, due to the fatigue from yesterday Mahjonging as well.

Hmmm... took a lot of pictures lately, but couldn't show here as my laptop just reformatted. Poor lappie gingy.. Come to think of it, I haven't done any quality shopping lately.. hehez.. Shall find a time to have my shopping therapy at inexpensive rates. =) ANyway Shall blog again.. Tata~

2008-09-15T02:08:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I think I'm facing a team work crisis here...

Firstly, maybe I still have the tinny winny perfectionist idea in me. I still cannot bear with the wrong spelling, the Singlish and such on the presentation slides. I mean, to me, it may look like a broken English structure, but to others, it's just normal pointers. Okie.. I'm a freak. My English isn't that fantastic at all, yet I'm whining about the spelling mistakes and such.

Secondly,I just can't get along with this guy in the group. If one had noticed, I won't even try to talk to him. I just can't stand his talking about how much he won't care and such when he's chiong-ing like mad? And the next thing is, the attempt to convey the message that he's a wizard of all... But I'm so sad to say, the next is "master of none".. Feeling evil talking bad about him, yet I need to bare it all out before I explode tomorrow. I understand he's a nice guy, doing so many things for the group but I just couldn't take it when he said that line. To be honest.. One more time from him, I'll just become another "doreamon" in the group..

Okie.. so far, that's that.. I guess I can't be a perfect teammate.. I shall adopt what my stupid boy say again.. Keep quiet and always agree with the group, even if how much I dun agree.. Only when the group is stuck, then talk... ZZzzzz...

2008-09-12T02:30:00.002+08:00

Can't believe how way back I am in studies now. 6 weeks had past and so far, I have learnt nothing. This I cannot believe. Not being able to live in hostel is such a torture. Imagine the life where I only need 15 minutes of travelling time instead of 2 hours? The amount of rest that I always needed and the amount of time I can use for doing reports? This really Sucks. Why on Earth the 14 pointers list is not yet cleared!! Seriously, the school system really need more in-depth revision before the school decides to change it each year. A system that requires changes so frequently for same reason will defeat the purpose. It also reflects how a school's operation is like. Why on Earth that no serious thought and discussion been made before the change?!?! Keep changing and those who are suffering are students like us.Ok. Maybe they did had a serious talk, but Don't they know that if they keep changing, people will lose confidence in the system, and the next thing is, they will view the system as failure no matter how much is done?

Hai.. lucky there's you.. Who i can whine to...

2008-09-09T17:19:00.006+08:00

REaching the Max Limit soon..
Stress-O-meter indicating dangerous.
Warning light Blinking non-stop with mood swings towards study.
So many assignments to complete
yet wasn't really in the tip top condition to do any.
Does angels answer the wishes of a commoner?
I really hope she does though.

Let hope arrives just like how the sun rises......

2008-08-31T01:00:00.002+08:00

Fishermen's Wharf!! Originated from San Fransico if I'm nt wrong.

Ok.. I forget to take pictures somehow..
It's located opposite the Central and serves cheap and filling food.
Personally I love the Calamari there.. SUPERB!
The pricing is at an affordable price ranging from $6.50 Authentic FIsh and CHips to approx $10+!! Where could you get a serving of western meal at that pricing with you getting out at "full load". PLUS... they don't charge GST!! Everything is NETT!

Personally I felt it's a new experience eating in this restuarant. It's not air-conditioned, yet it feels so cooling. The place looks so like those movie type of western cafe by the seaside. Oh man, I totally loved it. For the price, atmosphere and calamari. =)

2008-08-28T00:51:00.002+08:00

Woho~ Finally the 830am lesson days are over for now! Alright, for 4 days..
Can you imagine how long it is to get over to Boon Lay? It's freaking long and surely, I can't do it without my train buddy. All the lame jokes and random talks. Thanks for entertaining me!!

Nothing interesting happen.
Nothing much going on.
Just the same old few boring days.
That doesn't seems to end.

2008-08-16T14:32:00.002+08:00

What a wonderful day with the rain pouring non-stop.. =)
It's supposed to be a nice weekend to share with your partners but then again..
Don't know where stupid boy went to again. He's forever disappearing.

Speak of the devil, he just smsed. Instead of answering my question, he asked me where I am! No doubt, that's was my stupid boy.

ANyway there's this Colon Cancer Awareness Campaign by SGH going on at SUntec In front of the Carrefour.. I guess it's still on till tomorrow.. If ya free, do drop down and take a look to know more about it. ANd how to prevent and such.. Hehez..

2008-08-15T00:51:00.002+08:00

Guess what, I feel stupid..

I accidentally clicked on this link in my school's edventure..
It's some discussion board and they were discussing about the unfairness of the grading system.. Things like getting good grades doesn't mean you know your stuff, the stereotyping of students into grade A,B,C,D and such.. I WAS happy reading with some thoughts running through my mind..

Examination: a test to see how much you know your stuff.
Grade: to tell you how you fare compared to others.
If the grading system has been unfair,
so are we worth to be in University?
If grading system is a form of stereotyping,
Why on earth every country is using it?
Does that means the world is stereotyping too?

It's true that with a good certificate,
the possibility of getting a job interview is higher.
But, securing that job ain't that easy.
IQ not equals to EQ.

People without a proper certification can still make it in this world by being their own bosses.
It's the determination and perseverence that matters, I feel.
Life isn't about getting good grades.
It's the process of learning.
Grades are just a guide.
Ultimately, it's the attitude that you bring with you that secures the job.

Enough of my thoughts... THe dreadful thing about this is, I'm supposed to comment in the thread too.. It's supposed to affect my grades for the module.. And the thing is, he will check who read it but never commented on it.. Best of all, I had just remembered and had closed that dreadful window...

SHitty.. I can't possibily type this in right? Well, my command of language is of "Primary school" standard according to some secondary english teacher I had... What should I do??? I'm so dead...

2008-08-14T00:20:00.003+08:00

Pssst... Tell you a secret...

THere are tons and tons of things i wanna share but it just seems that either I couldn't get online due to only one computer with the access to internet and I'm always last in queue, Or...... I'm too lazy...

SO here I am, waiting for the food to get digested in my stomach and gonna put my reflection of the day here for god knows what reason..

Today was a disastrous day.
Knowing that I'm not ready,
yet I couldn't do much.
but to give my best,
that's what I thought.
However, everything is in the way.
wanted to grab a well-deserved sleep,
and ended up finding my health in poor condition.
Including nightmares of the modules and projects.
Other than that,
During the performance I screwed up.
REally screwed up..
Missing notes,
wrong notes,
Inability to look at the audience..
Worst still...
Missing melody lines!

I'm weak.. I admit..
Because of these errors,
I knew something.
THere are tons of practicing to do..
For once I had to played more than 1 songs
using 4 in hand..
Besides music, bonding is still important.
The chemistry is hard to build but it still has to.
THat's what a team is.
Hopefully all will be well tomorrow..

To all the fellow partners at the performance,
I apologize for all the errors i had made.
SOrry..

Emo Period? I guess....

2008-07-31T00:56:00.003+08:00

Feeling Helpless here..

Reading up the 3 reports left by the previous Fyp Students.. However I don't understand a thing!! A sudden feeling of helpless-ness just entered my life eversince I started reading.. No one to seek help from, it's the Independent thing again.. People often seek help from their closest ones.. But who Can I ask.. Him? Forget it.. Sis? She knows nothing.. Needless to say Mum and Dad.. Haiz.. Just sick with the comfort words I said to myself.. Wonder how I am going to survive for this one whole year, doing subjects almost alone again.. Hate that.. But that's Life..

Feeling Irritated....

Have you ever had a sudden gutsy feeling that a person voice is super irritating? ANd didn't even want to talk to that person? I did... Super annoyed by the questions posted, the voice and the answers that always ended up not answering the questions at all.. Just slammed up the phone saying that I wanna read my FYP stuff, which i dunno where to start from, and thus.. ended up here whining... I really don't understand the reason.. Perhaps things had changed? I suddenly felt annoyed and irritated by the unrelated answers given.. as in when u asked, "what time we meet?" and it ended up in the question,"what you doing now ar?" by the other party.. See the link? I don't.. Please let me know if u do.. I'm just losing my patience trying to get the answers for my questions!! Perhaps that's the reason why i suddenly feel that the voice is irritating.. I'm just losing my patience... Once More...

2008-07-28T01:15:00.002+08:00

Life perhaps is about Searching.

Searching for your identity.....
Searching for soul mates........
Searching for answers...........
Searching for almost everything!

Just a random thought and whatever I feel like now.
Perhaps He's right, I'm born to strive alone.......
Searching just doesn't make any sense now..........

2008-07-04T15:39:00.003+08:00

So sian... Today become a super piss day..

First the unfairness... And now...
Irritated by the WANTS that ppl WANT me to make it happen..
I'm trying hard to make things easy for everyone,
But why didn't one try to make things easy for me too...
Getting nonsense from ppl...
not only just because they are angry?
but also what they wants..
I tried and I stoned...
People are busy, with activities, I understood.. Who don't?
People have bad days.. Who don't?
But I still believe... If you have the heart to do something, you will do it in all your might... But now... I know there are more ppl who want more without sacrificing.. They only WANT... but dun wan to GIVE... Selfish Bratz!!!!!!!
Getting frustrated soon...
being too Nice to others = being too evil to myself...

I finally get the point... Who don't want to be an angel..
I'm getting piss and that's that....

2008-07-04T14:19:00.002+08:00

Just say... I'm unlucky since University...

Flunk without knowing what really went wrong...
Getting unfair grades all the time...

What's next....

Perhaps I shall learn from those who are pro...Using the theory of doing something professionally without being get caught....

2008-06-17T02:33:00.003+08:00

~Kung Fu Panda~

One of the MUST WATCH cartoon comedy..

Have you ever realise that in kungfu movies there's only stances from praying mantis, tiger, snake and crane? And now's the chance for PANDA?!?!

Just because of this thought, I went to catch this #1 US Box Office Movie... (*if I didn't rmb wrongly*)

It's about a big tummy panda, Po, dreamt of becoming a kungfu master and how this dream came true.... This laughing out loud movie could bring you to the state of relieving yourself from the harsh period you had been though for the day. The conversation may be lame, but it does arouse the laughing pointers in your body. Almost every 5 minutes you will find a movement, lines or action funny!! THis is the very first movie that I had laughed out so loudly!! Hmmm.. there are so many parts in this movie that I wanna share with you all, but I guess it won't be nice to tell. It's better to catch this movie!

I feel like watching it again!! ANyone?!

2008-06-10T01:55:00.002+08:00

Kind of affected of what I heard today.. Came as a surprise, or rather a shocking news.. And it somehow triggers me with some random thoughts...

Feeling is something that are not within one's control.
If one can control it, the feelings are artificial.
Laughter won't be happy,
Solemn won't be sad,
Frowning won't be angry.
If the feeling involves affection to another person,
more factors enter, resulting to confusion.
One must learn to sort out the thoughts
and think clearly of what one wants.
If one fell in love with a person who is attached,
try to be a stupid person for once,
let go and wish the person all the best,
or be the guardian angel and protect silently.
If the person is not attached,
go ahead and give your best shot!
friends will wish you all the best.
And i know, all these are Easy to say, difficult to be done.

I finally know why I have been feeling so insecure.. My heart is still unsettled... My heart is still crying... Will he wait or will there be more quarrels arising from it?

2008-06-03T00:26:00.003+08:00

After all these hustlings and bustlings at work and life... I wonder when the pause will arrive...

I was actually browsing though my stuff and something caught me at my corner of my eye just now.. Something so familiar.. But I can't recall.... And Guess what.. It's the Mior facial bar that I had bought previously and forgotten all about it due to the busy schedule.. It is still standing there with the paper carrier that Roland had passed me.. The bar that I had opened to use for our family was almost done and I just recalled I had 4 more!! I guess it's time to do some promoting...

SO here it goes...

Mior
The moor facial bar with IndinineLuxe

Mior is actually a facial bar that contains 2 main ingredients. As per suggested from the title, they are heilmoor and IndinineLuxe.

IndinineLuxe has the ability to restore the self-healing properties of our skin while keeping it moisture-rich for a visibly healthy glow. This is due to the potent combination of algae extract and deep sea mono-cellular organism that IndinineLuxe contains. Algae is known for the rich, natural source of anti-oxidants, vitamins and amino acids which can assist in skin regeneration and moisturising out skin. Besides that, the deep sea mono-cellular organism is able to give extra protection to our skin.

Moor has been described as , "Free from the decaying effects of oxygen and in the presence of specific microflora, submerged herbal matter undergoes a transformation process over thousands of years to produce a homogeneous dark substance". It has been clinically tested and found to be naturally hypoallergenic and to be able to harmonise with and benefit any skin type.

Benefits of Mior
-Facial pores close up
-skin becomes firmer and smoother-natural healthy pinkish radiance
-Skin becomes balanced - oily skin becomes less oily and dry skin less dry
-Freckles and pigmentation lightens-Wrinkles become less visible
-Fast, effective & safe
-Natural moisturising effect on your face after every wash
-Every wash seems like a 'spa' treatment!!

Mior is suitable for all skin types and it is formulated for daily use to cleanse, tone, and moisturise the face for the conditioned look. (Which somehows save you on your cleanser, toner and moisturiser)

All you have to do is to work the Mior facial bar into lather and gently massage into the skin. Leave it on for it to permeate into your skin for 3 minutes and wash off with water until the soapy feeling is gone. REMEMBER not to dry your face with towel or tissue after you are done. Leave it to dry. Admire the effects of mior conditioned skin in the mirror after the wash and as it continues throughout the day.

Tips: BEST spa effect in economy saving mode.. You could use the Mior facial bar up to 4 months with 2 wash daily!!

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2008-05-06T01:24:00.002+08:00

started to wonder am I my age?

There are quite a few times I started to think of weird things.
There are times where people ask me am I alright? For what I said, sounds like what people older than me would say.
Perhaps that's just me. Think more than others in these areas. Or is it because I had experienced it? I wonder so. Why am I able to think logically when it's others who are angry and try to understand from their viewpoint. But when it happens to me, it become the other way?

Anyway someone said this line and I was quite turn off by the comment but I decide to forgive.
"Your bf 3 years older? Why such a big gap you still want?"
To clarify, yes, he is. but when love struck you, it's not up to you to choose. Be it younger or older by 10 years. If he's the one, he's the one. If you are one of those who are thinking about the gap, trust me, You gonna get one even bigger gap. Cause I used to be one of them.

2008-05-03T02:59:00.002+08:00

How would you feel if people boss you around?
Normally I would just decide to be nice and let them have their way. But lately, I chose to give that irritating look. I mean today's really a bad day. Tired and bad mood. People came telling about how they quarrel or upset abt love things that really upsets me too. Then there's people who decided to press the button to explode this deadly bomb? Well.. THere are really people who is testing my patience. I may get irritated and complaining all the time cause I care. But i guess that's an overdose.
Ok! STOP sign alerted! Time to be nice for those who deserve. Others, just smile and get over it.

2008-04-28T22:04:00.002+08:00

BLurry me today.

Incident 1:

Her: "Why why?? WHy is it still like that? Didn't we check everything?"
Me: "yes yes! we did!"
Meanwhile flipping through the notes and spotted something.
Me: "I think we did the wrong configuration on the jumper."
And we really did.

Incident 2:

Her: "Not again?! What's wrong this time round? Did we do the wrong configuration again?"
Me: "No, I don't think we did. We checked it just a while ago!"
Just then.. SOmething caught my eyes..
Me: "Urgh..... I connected the LAN cable wrongly!!"
(-.-)"

Incident 3:

Her: "What again now?Why this screw can't be screwed in?"
Me: "I think the screw broke."

Incident 4:

Her: "Now why the configuration went off? Did you set it?"
Me: "No... I didn't touch it! May be a ghost swop it."

And I shall stopped here....I was too tired doing the job today and ended up with so many jokes... Haiz~

2008-04-27T23:26:00.002+08:00

Gold Class is really not praised for nothing! It's a fresh experience that really taken me in for comfort.

Don't like the upright position of the seats?
You could set the seats to a position you like!

Scare of cold??
No worries. Blankets are available at your seats!!

Hungry and thirsty?
Menus are made available upon entry for ordering the snacks and drinks from your seats.

Hate the idea of holding your snacks thoughout the movie?
Table are there for each couple seats for you to place your drinks and snacks!

In total, there is only 12 couple seats available in the theatre and that's why the tickets are taken up so fast though it's slightly expensive than the normal theatre. I would recommend there for a couple nightout if you are looking for comfort, no disturbance from neighbouring comments, whispering or ringing of phones. It's totally classy and homely.

2008-04-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

"I'm fat and getting fatter"

Response from friends:

"Who say you are fat? You're not.. You're just big size..."
"You're not fat! WHo is the one who told you that?"
"Not you're not getting fatter.....You are just as fat as you are."
"........baby fats............"
"Who dare to say you fat?.... I go join him......"

2008-04-04T01:43:00.001+08:00

Was doing a quiz on facebook and i couldn't believe my eyes when i gt the results....
Here it goes...................................................

Pure angel 0:-)
You are the purest of all the humans, you have never told a lie and you have always done your homework. You have done your household chores, and when your parents say no to a handphone, you obey them. When you are not allowed to play the computer, you don't play. When... never mind, you already get it. You are also known as "goody-two-shoes" by the greater devils. Many people enjoy having you around. Keep this up! ^-^ And I hope you didn't lie just to get this result of course. =.=

2008-03-26T16:03:00.001+08:00

RAiny day... Sprained ankle...

Yup, I'm back resting at home... hopefully will be all well by this Friday so as i still can proceed with the shows... Wish me luck...

2008-03-22T16:33:00.005+08:00

YoHo~~ Blogging in a half awake mode now.. =p

Want to know what about it?? Oh well, It all goes back to Thursday~~

A fantastic night with Joyce, Soo Ling, Candy, XinYi, Eton, Jasz, BoonYong, ZhiDa and Jackson... Oh ya.. forget abt the all time entertainer, Jian Hong. =) We had a whole night of KTV with me Keep going off tune.. OMG~~ Sang a duet with Jasz and a couple of May day songs.. =p MayDay Rockz!! KTV wasn't the fun of all~~ The most interesting event for that night is the unexpected after event... MINDS CAFE!! They didn't even went there before.. Which Is good.. So is something new to them! Good.. Want to know what happen to me?? I kana drew on my hand due to a forfeit.. And I became a victim for the other table's forfeit-er.. You won't want to know about it. =s

Friday was fantastic as well.. Went to do a super painful facial which I found it "bo hua" as I got myself all red with blood oozing out from the pores.. (-.-)" Then shop around and watch Step Up2: The Streets with Shao Hua and his sister.. Oh.. Of course cannot forget my first fishing trip. Lady luck is with me.. I caught 2 catfish!! *Grinz* I'm proud of myself. Hahaz.. Thanks Frens for driving me back, also for teaching me how to fish~~

Tala!! My Prize..

2008-03-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

Finally I found the song!! Angel city: Sunrise... One of the songs that I like best not just the lyrics but the music as well.. =)

so proud of myself!! 11 claps for myself!!

Challenges are part of excitement in life.
When all the challenges are completed,
Life will become dull once more.
To carry on the excitement,
We are the hunters hunting for more preys,
For the sake of satisfying our thirst for exciting life.

Ignore me.. I'm just having some random thoughts.. These few days jus appear to be boring to the core for me.. Everything seem so planned, so routine.. Perhaps I just don't like it that way. Perhaps I just love the life I used to have.. The supper period, the mahjong times, the KTV sessions, the board games fun, the wonders of singapore in a night... It appears to me now that it died off eversince that decision. The decision to be with someone. Do I really want that? Or I don't? Everything seems so blur.. So unsure.

Well, just felt like complaining again.. to me, almost everyone seems so fake.. everyone has a mask, or even more. No one will tear the mask to let you see him naked. Oh well, at least majority. Who is naked in front of you, who is wearing a mask? Everything will look so clear when the worst had struck you.

Well, ain't in a happy mood, but the purpose of blogging today is to post something, which I shall leave it to another day. =p